Two Weeks Notice

I had every intention to quit today. I gave her my letter. But somehow she got me to stay.. without even giving me a raise... :(

The proposition: Work one day a week so I can keep my discount and take all of October off to figure things out. She also guilted me because she looked so upset and said that they already had me in the system for crew trainer training and had me planned to become a swing manager for the summer (which will NOT be happening but more on that later). Again she brought up the fact that everyone loves how hard I work blah blah.

Ugh. I can't believe I'm still an employee there. I've already applied to work with Athletics Event Staff at the u. But at least I have the month off and can finally give availability for campus rec and then I can figure everything out. It's still a bit difficult because I still haven't heard anything about soccer. Blah. But at least she knows that I'm uncertain about everything and that the possibility is always there that I might quit.

I really should have just talked to her before handing her that letter. I should have planned it out too, to get her to give me a raise.. But I'm definitely not the kind of person to take the bull by the horn and say, give me a raise or I'm gone..

I'm not happy with everything right now. There's just so much to balance and I already need a break.

On the note of becoming a swing manager.. There's always the possibility that I change my mind once I actually think about it, but the real kicker is that that would be for the summer. Hell no am I staying during the summer. I told her that the reason I was contemplating quitting was because I needed to think of the future and get job experience that is relative to that. So obviously I need a full time, legit job next summer that will be beneficial for the direction of my career. Anyways, let's just say next time I try and quit I have to be more firm, or at least get more out of it ($$$).

Ugh. So now onto studying all day, hurrah.