How am I going to last the summer the next 3 and a half months at home? I can't stand living with my family anymore. What's worse my sister has.. issues.. and I think it's starting again and it freaks me out. I don't know what to do about it. Parents are out of town so I'm not going to tell them now, almost for sure when they get back. I have to. This is getting ridiculous. I also REALLY need to get out of the house aka get a job. I'm always feeling tired, crappy. I'm just gonna have to suck it up and go apply somewhere like Tim Hortons or something.

UGH. I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE!